I Paradis Possejam (Jan 15th,2003) Poem by Nicholas McDonough

Bloody flames of chaos rise
evil demons haunt me inside
howling winds tear me down
wandering deep into
dim dreams of obscurity
When passions lost
and the trust is gone
when neglected too far
hidden in shadows too long
left alone again
words unspoken
no truth in lies
memories left behind
no vacant gaze
no twisted accusations
no accusing glare
no regret, no despair
strong willed unity
untouchable reality
visible existence
nothing taken from me
worn out heart touched
world's contagion betrayed
heart lay broken
beaten to unforgiving ground
imprisoned by will
control of ownership
possession of ignorance
my heart bleeding
cries grief
for ones lost
time stands still
dark secrets kept
hidden in a sky of walls
no gentle breeze
no more sunrise
no longer see
closed eyes
there was a time
when love was mine
like high clouds above
chained my heart
right from the start
imprisoned by the will of love