I Still Remember.. Poem by Ralph Acosta

Tell me.. would i be fairly wrong to end things now? i know we had a great start.. but things slowed down. ending us with a frown. its not something i enjoy seeing.. and of course.. definitely.. not a frown from you. no matter what you do.. keep a smile.

Will you remember the good times with me? and forget those bad nights? will tell me what i did wrong? before we walk our seperate ways on this path? will you tell me its faith that its not mean to be?
i guess not. you'll never talk to me. im in your past.. your in the future.
i miss you dearly.. do you? i doubt it. my love for you seems to never die..it'll always keep burning. but i torture myself.. here waitin for you.
when you where long gone chillin with other people. not caring about my feelings or thoughts. but you know what i've come to realize when you had said we are over
that day i realized now after all this time you where serious. an now i realize when you broke my heart it was the worst pain ever/ but wanna know something i realized tonight i don't know if i love you anymore....

I just want to say.. even though.. you never took the time to hear me out before.
i still get weak when i think of you. i still get those butterflies when i see you. i still have that silly smile when i think of you. i still remember our first date. the first kiss.. man.. was i nervous. i still remember all the poems i wrote you.. i still remember everything you told me.. from the favorite color, to your dislikes. food and so much more.
i remember it all.. do you? i guess im a fool.
but what else can i say because threw time i found out.
i was the biggest fool getting played every night while you was on the phone or at some other nigga's house. i don't know what you did wit any of them but i was just thinking if you lied to me before. so many damn times just maybe your lying to me now about loving me an that i am in your heart. because now that i think it was so easy to break up with me before. an how was that because when you truly love some one you can't break up with them that quick. so what i am trying to say is that there was never love from you to me. i loved you while you only lusted an played me......

11.23.05 the day we started.. i still remember.