I Sure Hope Soon I'Ll Heal Poem by Samarah Essler

I think I'm in danger,
whats rising? ,
my anger,
I don't like whats going on,
I'm scared but I'm staying strong,
it's hard me,
and only a few see,
all the others just let me be,
when I'm crying out for them,
but they still don't see,
I always break down,
and no one knows,
cause when I do,
no ones around,
I'm screaming so loud,
but no one hears me,
even when I'm in a crowed,
it's like my voice has been silecened,
this is all hard on me,
and sometimes I feel violence,
I want to disapear,
but when I try to I reapear,
I'm trying to make people notice I'm their,
but thats hard when them seem to not care,
I'm losing my mind,
everythings spinning,
please rewind,
I've took a big step,
I haven't really slept,
I'm punching in my sleep,
all this is too deep,
I'm scared to land,
cause I'm falling so fast,
please some one grab my hand,
and make this all pass,
maybe this is all a dream,
cause still no one will me when I scream,
well if it is I really want to awake,
please someone out their give me a shake,
but this all seems so real,
maybe it isnt a dream,
cause all of this I really do feel,
well if it is all real,
I sure hope soon I'll heal.

Dec 10/ 2008