I Thank God..That I'M Not One Of Those Who Perform Sinful Mistakes..♥ ♥ ♥ Poem by Ala elouri

As I see the peoples lives...Their heavy sinful mistakes..And Their lies to their poor family...I feel that I want to fix the world with my hand..As If I could do such thing only just to preach..About their religion they leave aside..And, About their futures and reputations they will ruin with their own hands..3 I dont know why...Or what's the thing that lets them be this way..So careless..without self control.. At times, I ask myself..Why Haven't I came to this degree yet.? ? Is it because it's just a little to late or is it coming my way? ? Yet, I smile and calm down..Take a big breath and say..Allaho Ikbar..Allah is the one who made me this way..Controled, with dignity and self respect..I am THANKful for a family who has this faith in them...3 I'm thankful for the time I was forced to pray than saw that praying was my medicane..3 I am thankful for the time, I decided to hAVE a religious life..I am thankful to igknowledge what mY faith really is..

Yet, what about the people..? ? ? What about them? ? and their silly mistakes..The wrongful doing without thinking of their God, nor their families who took years to make them big..As I read in the quran..In this ayah in surat Luqman..Ayat 23: And whoever disbelieves, let not his disbelief grieve you; to Us is their return, then will We inform them of what they did surely Allah is the Knower of what is in the breasts.
I say really i shouldn't be so self concered..And I shouldnt be upset and grieve of their mistakes..I Just should pray every day Allah shows them the right way..Before the time becomes too late..At times, I thank allah everyday for everything he made me do and say..At times, I may feel so guilty for 1 little mistake..Yet, I know atleast i'm not like those who don't know a thing..3 Every day, I am closer to Allah..3 And really I am thankful to be in this postion; in this place..Because I know, if one day these eyes close and never come alive again..I will not get punished for little mistakes..Because Allah is Ghafoor Alra7eem..And Deep inside, I know I am a girl with no scarf..Yet, I know one day god will give me that intention to wear one..And I know soon then I would be complete not just on the inside of me. But the outer apperance of who I really should be...I tHank god..That I'm Not one of those who perform sinful mistakes..3 3 3