I Wanna Say Thanx Poem by Kamal Narayan Baruah

I wanna say thanx
For you were the only one staying by my side
For a person not loved by anyone, always in a hide
You became his trustworthy home, a place to live on
I wanna say thanx...
For when in moments past was I very lonely
With no one around me with you beside only
you gave me courage every while with which I learned to smile
But now when you r not here neomore
I was puzzled so much what to do to bring things like past for...
Still it hurtz so much memorizing that black day
When that stupid car and cruel god took you away
But still my love I wanna say thanx
Not by my words but with my deeds only
For you were the one giving me this encouraging
To move this blade in my veins and my hand starts bleeding
I wanna say thanx
For I'll right there near you once again
Cos you filled the few moments I lived with happiness like rain
so I am now able to give my live up without a little pain: ........