I Want You, But I Can'T! ! Poem by vanessa bulaqueña

i met you once in a time
and your eyes met mine,
knowing you makes me fine
and reaching you makes me walked in line..

this feeling of mine is so rare
i don't know what to do, i really swear!
looking at you made me unprepared
and falling for you is so unfair..

i know this is stupid
thinking of you made by cupid
my heart beats so faster
and i hope this will not be forever..

because love really hurts me
and i don't want it to see
even though it should be
but i guess, i'm to scared for being free...

i learned to be stone from my past
i learned to ignore that won't last
i learned to give meaning of lust
and i learned to put love in a crust! !

i wish he knows how it feels
the pain of love that never heals
passion to be hurt and so common to cry
shouting my sufferings into the sky..

he left me without any reason
walked away with a hard friction
promises that have motion
like an air that moves the interaction..

becoming a dupe for a burning love
reality of lament of a dove
dying for nothing from above
emptiness of heart filled by a broken blood...