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I was totally unaware about her intention and desire
I used to act like child with madness to her
Was teasing her at even odd times
Much to her disliking of my style sometimes

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She might have been thinking often
Getting novel ideas and disturbed even
It will become talk of the town if it did not take off
Got bogged down on my refusal with worst kind of laugh

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She may be waiting with lovely lights on
Eyes fixed at the door for me to come in
She may turn upset with little knock or foot steps
With only thought that I may turn in any times

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She was elated with full of confidence
To have me by his side at once
She was upset over my taunts
Yet was showed it with happiness

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I had inkling about such things
I knew for him but wanted to make sure for something
I occasionally peeped at him and smiled
He may turn romantic and force me to shy meanwhile

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I too turned romantic and bent with head down
Extended hand with rose and made intention known
'Will you agree to my proposal and say on face'?
She smilingly accepted and waked away with 'Oh, yes'

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My heat was filled and overwhelmed with joy
As it had remained barren for long time to enjoy
Today it has made me impatient and restless
To find her and if not seen then spend sleepless night in such case

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the long wait may be over soon
She may enter the life like moon
There after same life routine will follow
Alternatively making us sad and happy as the time will allow