I Wish Poem by anonymous dunno

I wish I can die
I wish I can live
I wish I can take
I wish I can give.

I wish I can be happy,
I wish i can cry
I wish I wouldn't live
my entire life to die.

I count down the days
until the time I won't be here
I just wish it would come faster,
I wish it was near.

Ashamed, embarrassed,
I can't face the world,
I'm confused, I'm lost
my thoughts are so twirled.

I wish I can end it
to cease to exist,
these thoughts penetrate,
they seem to persist.

I can't hold on anymore,
I'm killing myself now,
I have just one problem,
without getting caught I don't know how.