I Wish I Follow You To Heaven Poem by frozen sun

It's been years
you have gone
i need you so much
you are my light
you are unreplaceable
can i follow you
if i can't reach heaven
like you
let me stay in the gate
of heaven
where i am able
to see your smile
if i try to find
someone look like you
i feel they just wanna
hurt me
i can not live like this
you know i can not
feel hurt like this
only you my dear husband
you are able to understand
what i feel
i am sorry
i can not be a good wife
i am sorry
i can not be a good mommy
for our little one
some people try to hurt me
and i don't know what to do
i feels hurt
and only one thing i want
just to be with you
in heaven