I Wonder Poem by FRAGMENTS AND PIECES

i wonder why things change
i wonder why we keep to maintain
the things we believe that will never end
i wonder why many things do not remain
yet we pretend that those things will come again.

i wonder words limit your mind
i wonder how it can express what is behind
the truth it bears one should find
i wonder truly what to hold in mind
coz pain in the end is left to bind.

i wonder why and vomit more questions
i wonder from here how to get along
the troubles i met i think i belong
i wonder why i felt this all alone
i tried to escape but disaster have always won.

i wonder how to poison my heart
i wonder how to get this feeling apart
no matter how i pretend to be smart
i wonder i could still stay alive or just depart
when sunsets, early sleep would offer a cart.

i wonder if this someone do ever listen
i wonder if this someone a heart could hasten
to rescue this dying soul that pain has beaten
i wonder if this someone would pay a visit then
if this insane wishful rest in the haven.