Ice Cold Poem by Tamisha Bellamy

You think that I belong to you- in your polluted and diluted world
When you speak I feel goosebumps, which send chills down my spine
Why must you say these things?
Do you have no compassion for this boundry line?
All of this which falls from your liquid-foam covered mouth is fowl
“You are nothing more than a speck of crumb”
“I have never known anyone so dumb”
“You should have your eyes poked out- don't you dare look at me”
“Oh, the fact that you exist is a joke”
“How is it that you are still breathing? ”
“Because you belong to me”
“I have created the tears that you shed”
“ I bore the red chunks that you have bled”
“ I am your Lord, the one who gave you life, and I will take away that life”
“It is a disgrace that you are one of mine”
“I just spit on your dreams because they mean as much to me as the serpent that corrupted Eve”
My head is throbbing from brain freeze
My veins have turned pale
If you created my existence and if you are the reason that I was given a life, then I don't want it
If all of your people follow you through and through and if this world crumbles under your control, then I don't want to be in it
You are the reason why there are so many little children suffering and sick
“You are a cruel being”
Well, if the shoe fits- yes I am, at least that is what I have been told
Being a little cruel with the truth is no comparison to being ice cold

You are so convinced that I am the seed of the Devil, well that I must accept
If I lose myself, who or what will I have left?
I am Nietzsche
I am Whitman
I am a brother, but it will take a while for you to know
“Why should I want to know? ”
“You are a cruel being”
Well, if the shoe fits- yes I am, at least that is what I have been told
Being a little cruel with the truth is no comparison to being ice cold

I guess now I am free as I can be
I guess now I am free as I can be
I guess now I am free as I can be