If And Would Poem by Gee Cii Schnider

If I asked you to see me....
would I even be visable to you
If I asked you to hear me...
would I fall on deaf drums
If I asked you to be me...
would you surpress this scream in my throat
If I asked you to judge me...
i know you'd do it so willingly
If I asked you to believe me....
would I just be ignored again
If I asked you to sing to me....
would you even listen to the song
If I asked you to blame me...
would you need my questioning
If I asked you to control me...
would I be the broken puppet
If I asked u to love me...
i know it's just a dream....

20 April 2008