If I Could. Poem by Natali Surjan

If only...
I had the strength to fight my fears.
I could kill off enemies.
I could kill the hell of life.
I could get rid of bullies.
I could get rid of nightmares.
I would die if...
I stoped wrighting.
I started shouting.
I stoped listening.
I started living.
I stoped hurting.
I started learning.
I wish i was strong enough for ALL of this.