If Not, Then Why Not? ? ? Poem by Sir Karabo Dabest

Do I have to cry if theres no you no more?
Was I suppose to take all our memories to the core, then will the reward be morefore.

I got myself thinking, thinking of the goods and bads we went through,
Was it that hard for you just to say Forgive me?
If so then there's none to spare. Even though I frolic, mine is to just go all mute and just stare.
Those tears you saw were'nt real, I was just pretending I'm a pretender.
Then tell me if not so tender.....