If Only I Could Poem by ESPN CHICK

If only I could rid this pain
Maybe I would be doing better
Maybe I could finally smile and it wouldn't be fake anymore
And just maybe I could finally breathe and it wouldn't hurt so bad

If only I could sleep without you in my dreams
Maybe I wouldn't miss you like I do
Maybe I could finally get over you

If only I could look in the mirror and be happy with what I see
Instead of wishing that I was someone else
Looking in the mirror each and every day still covering up those tears and lies
And I just don't know what to do

If only I could runaway from my fears
Instead of wishing my life away
I wonder if my life could be just a waste

If only I could wish upon a star
All my troubles would be gone
And I would finally have everything I've always wanted
I would finally have him in my life

If only I could be all the things I dream of
My life would be going so smooth right now
But life doesn't work that away
I can only imagine if it did though

May 23,2008