If Only Part 2 Poem by ESPN CHICK

If only I could tell you how I feel
Maybe then I could get it off of my chest
Cause there isn't a day that goes by your not on my mind
If only I could talk to you more maybe then I could hint that I love you

If only you knew how I felt but the words there hard to find
There lost within my heart and soul
Oh what to do I wish I knew
Cause I love you but I hardly even know you that well
How can I sit here and say that
But you make me feel so alive
Making me cry cause you have me laughing so hard
If only you knew what you do to me

If only I was brave enough
Brave enough to tell you exactly how I feel
But I'm not brave at all
You take my braveness away when we talk

You make me speechless
And you have my whole body shaky for the rest of the night
How can you make me feel this way
We live so far apart but you completely take my heart away

I wouldn't change it for anything in the world
I remember a few times you told me you loved me
And I wonder did you mean it
Did you mean those words cause I said them to and I meant them

I wonder do you even feel the same
Cause everything I do I think about you
I wonder do you ever think about me
If only I had the guts to tell you maybe then I would finally figure it out if you do love me or not

February 11,2008