Im Drifting Away Poem by Amanda Craven

You know it aint easy, for these thoughts here to leave me.
There's no words to describe it.
In french or in English.
Well, Diamonds they fade and flowers they bloom.
And im telling you, these feelings wont go away.
They've been knocking me sideways.
They've been knocking me out lately.
These feelings just wont go away.
They've been knocking me sideways.
I keep thinking in a moment that time will take them away.
But these feelings just wont go away.
And I feel like drifting away from the ones who matter me the most.
The ones I know who would never hesitate to hold me close.
They say love is bright and changing.
But to me its sad and its depressing.
I feel like ill never find this love I've been over stressing.
I just wanna be happy enough to start resting.
Its hard to love someone you can ever have.
Because you know they wont always love you back.
Every time I even think about it my heart skips a beat.
Because I know my heart has reached its last peak.
I'm just so tired of staring down at my ugly feet!
I'm drifting away from life, love, and reality it seems.
Please God tell me what my purpose is Please! !
I've shed more tears in an hour then I ever have with sleep.
Because that's all I ever do anymore is sit here and weep.
I cant even count how many times I've felt this weak.
but there's one thing I do know, I'm drifting away every week.