Im The Sick One, Not You(Thanks Josh) Poem by Brandon Hoeg

im done with this dude its f*ckin all the same
same rules, and chess moves its the same game
same mom's whining and crying
same dad's b*tcing and lying
to the point where i say f*ck off im sick of trying
i wake up everyday with all the same sh*t to do
i cant take all the smells the same coffee is brewed
but im stuck in this hell, dont lie you are too
but i know you wont admit it cause your a liar and i hate you
if i had the strength to do it i would hurt you and break you
sh*t man im cryin now......i gotta be honest with myself
im a depressed lonely teenager who needs some help
i always talk about others but i never talk about me
oh my god im sick what the f*ck is wrong with me
how could i never simlpy see
that the person who really had the problem was me
im so sorry to all my loved ones but im sick in the head
for all my friends and family i think im better off dead
but the rivers run red and so do my wrists
but now ill say goodbye to my bud josh, what a friend
you taught me so many things and stuck with me till the end
you showed me the place where i was at
you taught me how to swing a bat
i love you man, and let me say rest in peace to your dad
he'd be proud if he was still here today
sorry hes not here to see you throw that curve over the plate
and i know because of it your filled with so much hate
but be the one who takes it not the one who creates
and even when i go to heaven i'll know you'll still be by my side
BQ and JD that sh*t will never f*cking die
good-bye