*impunity* (Draft 03/04/14) Poem by Jimmy Brouwers

Can it be my life's some kind of error? a fable of lesbian fantasies?
Necrology, Femicide, Deicide, aw trowelled aphrodite.
Intuition of feral madness, my heart now daemonized...
Garner my pain, and my reasoned suicide will be realized.
It's not that I fear Death, nor Satan at all,
Mount Olympus hath fallen, My utopian wall...

My heart a fragment, a bell dampened chime!
Still clinging onto Love-pregnant smiles,
-Death grinning, leering respited times.

standing... on my mountained hade...
leaning... all life's ment to fade...
Clinging... my reasons now fly away...
Falling... as I dye this world grey...

Dabbled... a life that went wrong for me...

My crafted pain, sprawled away, euphoric clear!
Ouroboros corrupted, spreaded my dear.

Break the circle my gorgeous Moon!
Hysterectomy, destroy my womb...