In The Dark Poem by Tessa Monaghan

Im in the dark
And in the silence
Theres not a sound around me
Just sitting here
With this single light
From the pc
My ipod died
And my TV is off
Whats the point
When your changing
Changing your ways
With out really knowing it
All because of him
It started out for a day or two
Then it kept goin on and on
Even when hes…
Not…there…

I now wear black
Black shoes
Black shirt
Black coat
Black eyes
And black hood
I changed to show
How miserable I am with out him
But is he really noticing
This change at all
This change to get him
To pay attention

He thinks-
He understands-
How much I love him.
And that I want him.
But he don’t
Even know
That I need him-
In my life to move on
I love him more
Then he thinks-
I want him more
Then e…ver

Im wearing black
For him
To make him realize
How miserable I am with out him-
Black shoes-
Black shirt-
But is he really noticing this-
Black eyes-
Black coat-
And that this change is for him-
Black hood-
One eye-
Blond hair over the face-
Im just trying to make him-realize-
That I need him-
In my life-
And I need him to pay attention to me…
Right now……
Black studded belt-
Completely new-
But is he noticing…this change…in me…

Im in the dark
All alone
Im in the si…lence.
While Im slowly d..ying.
BUT HE ISNT NOTICING ME! ! ! !
My ipod died
And the TV is off-
Whats the point
When your slowly dying-
My ways are moving into the dark-
Im moving to the dark side…
With out even knowing it myself
Im creeping over-
OH NOW WILL HE COME AND SAVE ME….!
From this nightmare Im living in…
Why wont he-
Just come and-
Save…me.....