Indecision Poem by nisha dyrene

I’m so confused
Nothing seems to make sense
Not anymore
I can’t think straight
Thinking two things at a time
Is that possible? - you ask
Well yeah! ! !
Right now my minds a blur
There is a pain entering my breast
And attacking my heart
I still write.
Wonder if my words will make sense
To anyone but me.
Is there a word
To name what I feel.
Confusion
doesnt seem to fit
Could this be a poem?
Definitely no.
It’s thought – I say.
Can you think straight?
They ask…
The pain’s still there.