Infertility Poem by Sue Stone

Infertility



How can one mourn
a future that will never be?
My un-conceived
yet pre conceived
idea of completeness.

The crimson rage that
marks an end to every hope.
I cannot bear to look
at those babies of yours.

Not because I begrudge you
this ultimate blessing,
but that it causes
an unbearable anguish of being.

It haunts my dreams;
colours my every waking second.
Never stork white, but elephant grey
that never forgets

The dream.
I mark the bell chimes.
Every new year
a landmark of failure.

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Melissa Morgan 07 December 2012

This poem rings so true.. I wrote one on infertility too, called Stop the Rain, I feel ur pain.

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John Newton 15 August 2009

Realistically and Un-Dramatically said.....Hold up your head..

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Keith Parsons 19 April 2009

'Stork White' and 'Elephant Grey, ' I love that stanza. Few words to convey a powerful concept.

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Kevin Wells 13 April 2009

A subject that only a woman could write about properly... Possibly, a subject that only Sue Stone could have written about in such a direct and relevant style. Top notch writing, as always.

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Diana Van Den Berg 12 April 2009

Exquisitely written, Sue! I admire your ability to climb into the skin of another and have it fit so well. How sad that the speaker in the poem believes the last two lines. I see infertility as an option for adoption of a previously unloved and/or disadvantaged and/or abused child and an evening out of inconsistencies.

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