kira kira

(march 10 1995 / jonesboro)

insanity


i dont know what's going on,
my craving for pain,
it's like a drug,
the first cut and i'm addicted,
i can't stand not to,
it's crazy,
it's insane,
but it feels good when your down,
i need to right now,
i need the burning,
the stinging,
i need it,
i need to get away,
it kills me,
it's so hard,
but god it feels so good,
i know i need help,
but it's not that serious to me,
it's not like i'm gonna die,
i don't go too deep,
i used to,
but i've gotten better,
it's crazy,
overwhelming,
and f***,
i'm just crazy
i'm insane
my insanity is too great,
sh** i'm going to deep.

Submitted: Wednesday, January 18, 2012
Edited: Saturday, November 30, 2013

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I was addicted to cutting. i needed the pain because it made me remember that i could still feel something and it was a rush. it was like a high it was satisfying. i did get help and i haven't cut or hurt myself in any way for a little over a year now.

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