Insouciant Poem by Anita Khelawan

I am here
Face to face
But your are farsighted
I don't know my place
We are just friends.
Familiarity breeds contempt

Bent up emotions
Little compassion
This what we have become
I want to see you
But you don't
I want to kiss you
But you won't

All I ask for is another chance
To prove myself
To loose myself
To hate me
Because I love you

We all have different truths
Of how things went down
You're painted as a villain
While I was the muse
For your amusement

Give us another chance
A chain of events diverted my energy
I lack the emotional capacity
I relinquish this relentless love

I wanted everything with you
I not sure anymore I feel nothing
Was this six years time wasted
Over and over you show your true colors
I possess this naive love
I can't see the real you
Your presumptions of me are partially untrue

I think I'm feeling fed up and I welcome it
With open arms and feet

26-01-2016