Is It Worth It? #2 Poem by Jennifer Cramer

Alone and afraid
Misunderstood
Forgotten and terrified
Lied to and confused
All packed into one
Who knew how fast life could fall apart
How fast it could change
How much you would miss it
How scared you can be
When you don’t know the future
When you don’t know what’s right anymore
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to think
So confused, doubting yourself
Afraid to lose the ones you love
Lost the ones you trusted
Surrounded by people that you don’t know where to place in your heart
Heaven and hell
Away from the pain and suffering
The fighting and accusing
But what you will be missing will be forever lost
The memories you’ll never make
The attachments you’ll lose
Perchance you’ll never be welcome again
Forever banned
Forgotten, alone, erased, unwanted
Is it right… you can’t have it all…
What do you choose?

~2010~