It Could Be The Only Way Poem by Nicholas Hrynchuk

I hate the fact this thought keeps coming
I wish it would go away
But I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of seeing the people i care about get hurt or upset.
I'm tired of this feeling that comes everytime I'm reminded of how I feel about her
I'm tired of people not caring, or at least pretending
I shouldn't think like this, but it might be the only way
The only way for me to escape the pain, hurt, and memories
I'm through with trying to go without something reminding me about love
I'm tired of people ignoring me
I don't wanna feel like crying EVERYDAY
I'm afraid of hurting the one person that means the most to me..
Even if she trusts me, I don't want to take any chances.
It could be the only way, and even though it's coming anyways
And I shouldn't even really be writing this
Maybe in order for everyone to be happier, it might take a while
But maybe I can't be around.
She's stopped me before, but I'm not sure that she can this time...
I've stopped her also, and I'm glad I did.
But I feel like a nuisance.
The jealousy always comes back when it's almost gone.
And I can't deal with anything anymore.
And I'm really sorry for writing this....: (