It Hurts Between Two... Poem by Myst Granger

torn between two
whom to choose
and whom to refuse
they both can't stand each other
but i cant choose one and leave the other
both qually important in their own way
yet one a little more important than the other
still the less important
had me involved with her like no other
torn between these two
could not dare to hurt any
and in doing so
inflicted pain on me carelessly
to one i said, 'you dont hurt me.'
to the other i said, 'nothing hurts me.'
this facade i carried on for long
the hurt on me prolonged
none could understand my pain but i
carefully undertook the task of hurting niether
some things in life may change
but not the fact that i want both of them
in their own ways i want to help and be cared
but not without a little pain now and then
to maintain equilibrium between these two
im disturbing myself, hurting myself too
but the hurt will only multiply
if i had to choose one of them and give my reasons why? ...