It Or Should I Say U Poem by Brittney Phillips

it the center of my pain
it the reason it rains outside,
even though we all see the sun
but it is not a ray of sunshine,
it is the weary lines
which bring about storm,
forming mischeif
it is the reason i cry
or even forget to show pride,
the reason i hide my fear,
crying silent tears
behing a radiant smile,
awhile it waits for me to break
as i slam on my brakes to save myself
it shoots bolts of lightning,
all in a frightening matter
it, i aint afraid no more
it imma shove u out that door, jus as u shoved me
It i'm ready or shall i say U