It Really Comes From My Heart Poem by Jet Joni

I was thirteen when I did that thing
It was my second year in high school
I was so young at that time
But I can still remember everything

I was so foolish and very immature
I let go of the tight bond that we used to keep
'Got jealous because you found some friends to be with
That's why I want to say sorry for that stupid mistake

I apologized before and you did the same thing
Our friend even made a way just for us to do that
Do you still remember how we avoided each other?
We even ran so that we could not meet and compromise

Too bad it did not work, we did not make it up
It seemed that our apologies were not good enough
I hate myself because it was my fault, I was the reason
why there's already a huge gap between us

Sorry for me I couldn't bring back those happy moments anymore
Sorry for me I lost the wonderful friendship that we once shared
It was my loss that I gave you up because of my own stupidity
Now I still regret why I ended up our friendship just like that

I miss you. Do you know that I like you? I hope you don't 'coz I'm ashamed
Know what? Even if you're gay I can feel some butterflies in my stomach
I don't know. I just have this strange feeling when I think about you
Maybe it is just a friend's love but whatever it is, I feel happy about it

I wanted to apologize again
If not in person, an e-mail or text will do
But it seems that it is not that easy
Can't talk to you about it, I bet you've already forgotten it

Seven years have passed since then but still the memory is fresh
Whatever I do I just couldn't forget about that incident
Maybe because I was still haunted by my guilt and conscience
I am twenty and I am getting older but the memory doesn't fade

That was the biggest mistake that I did to a friend
If only I could turn back time but I just can't
I wanted to thank you because I enjoyed your company
I'm sorry for what I did to you, tt really comes from my heart