It Was All My Mistake Poem by Roby Chittilappilly

My not so small mistake,
My mistake,
My big mistake,
My horrible mistake..

I was alone and I was alone..
for the major chunk of my life;
I neither felt emptiness,
Without you in my life,
Nor felt helplessness
In my lonely life.

All of a sudden, we met
a few years before.
Those men around me,
Wanted us to be together,
Though I was a little reluctant,
To have you in my life.

Finally,
I fell for you;
With less intimacy,
We talked each other
and we spend time together.
I felt your affection, towards me,
Growing with time.
Though I didn't have much,
Towards you.

I admit,
I never cared for you.
Though I had trust in you,
That, that, that,
You'll be there for me,
whenever I need you,
In my life.

The time had come,
When I was in need, I looked upon you
But, you turned your face, away from me.
How dare, rude and heartless? ? ?
Look at me dear, at least once,
Your man here,
is still awaiting your response.

Just a small mistake,
I did in my life,
Is making me pay huge..
I denied you care,
And you stopped responding.

This makes me realize,
The most important for anyone is,
Food, care, love, laughter
No. no. no. no.
nothing is less important.
Finally, I lost you in half my life..
….. with all those dots …..
….. symbolizing my tears….

It was all my small mistake,
My not so small mistake,
My mistake,
My big mistake,
My horrible mistake..