Jealous Woman Poem by Nenden Suherni

I am nothing but a jealous woman
Can't have big heart with the other joyful
I burn like a bonfire at dark night
try hard to accept this unfair life

Talking with you now
Remind me how miserable
My world with such bitterness
Crawl through the slippery wall
And looking at the misty view

Something has changed
No matter how I want
To bring back the past

Your happiness like knives
Stab on my chest billion of times
Hurting my lonely heart
and stepping on my only pride

I hate all the terms of endearments
That you always repeat in my ears
They sound like a mockery now
Add to my wounded heart with drops of lemon

I will now cover my ears
Put the blindfold on my eyes
And attach my hands with strong rope

So I will never love
Someone who doesn't love me
And I've never said
The words I don't want to tell