Jonah Poem by rinki nandy

Nothing can ever please or make happy,
no point trying to achieve ecstasy,
cease all efforts and accept the monotony,

leads towards nothing and dissatisfaction guaranteed,
as i wander in the darkness my fate created,

negativity surrounds.....eternal powerful love,
depression mounts.....eternal sorrowful beloved.

Strange thoughts haunt my mind,
worry and loneliness captures my mind,
unhappiness has me bind,

helpless love for the unknown,
reason for curiosity unknown.

Fear the person in the mirror,
effects with a force so full of power,
harmless to those absent in the mirror.

Brought bad luck to myself, thought less of myself,
created trouble for myself, a Jonah bringing ill luck to myself.