Left Behind Poem by danielle bennett

i've been sitting here all alone
wondering if you're ever coming
as i'm thinking of dieing
you're running through my head
letting me remember everything we've been through
making me wonder whats going to happen to you
when i'm gone and never going to come back
it would be a painfull thing to let go
just not having you here with me
makes me think of the danger in life
i'm always hoping you were safe with me
you're just nver here for me to know
I felt like i'm losing everything i ever had
knowing you're doing better things in life
while i'm wanting to die in your pain
that i've been putting you through
without really knowing it