Left Unsaid by Kenny Davis
I’d like to apologize for my actions, of late.
The shameful way I acted towards you that I hate.
People say to show interest is to, “Say how you feel.”
As painful as it is, that my love to you, lacked a certain appeal.
Little did I know that the words “I love you” were better left unsaid.
From the moment I said those words, “What was going through my head? ”
Telling you the truth, “Was it the right thing? ” in question
The painful answer has led to my truly learning my lesson
I now know that these feeling are better held in discretion
No longer capable of showing such nonsense like love and affection
I realize telling you how I felt was a failed attempt
From the pain, the hurt, my heart was not exempt
All of this I saw my love for you as genuine and honest.
But now I know when asked, “Do I love you? ” I know to remain modest
Denying my heart, denying myself
Lying to your face and lying to everyone else
You asked “How could I have these feeling when I don’t know you? ”
You’re right! I should have kept quiet. I was a damn fool.
When I said, “I love you.” I asked myself, “What did I say? ”
But from this point on I’ll never make that mistake
What I know now is that I can’t trust you with my heart
To trust you to covet it, to love it, instead of tear it apart
To you, for my actions, I apologize.
To myself, for making my heart believe I could ever look into your eyes
I apologize to myself for believing I could ever hold you in my arms
Pouring my heart out did less good than harm
Instead of my heart I will follow my instincts, follow my gut
Next time I run into those words, those feelings, I know to keep my mouth shut
To furiously avoid my heart from shedding any more tears
I shall keep it locked and closed for its love, no one deserves to hear.
© June 2011 k.davis
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem