Letter To Myself Poem by d4rk0y sugbuanon

Letter to myself

Dear me,

I feel like the world is slowly collapsing arround me. Its okey not to be okey. Stop pretending to be happy and wearing that fake smile just to let everyone know that your okey when your not. What's with all this mask? Your letting them see that your the happy, smart, independent or strong. Stop acting as if like the world will step on you. Your not okey and never been okey....I know we have our own frustrations and failures and everyone does. There is nothing wrong being wrong when you wanted things to be better.....your're never going to be the person your tryng to be just to fit in......kindly stop entertaining lonelyness and collecting sadness. You already had a lot of those. Please start releasing hatred, anger and your excess baggage you are already overwhelmed with your pain don't pile them up.....it is never a requirement to be perfect just to satisfy everyone. Give yourself a time to shout, breakdown with tears and blow your nose. Have a break from all of those worries....its okey to cry coz everybody get hurts too. Remember that, they might know who you are and where you from, but they don't know what you've thru or what's the story behind every scar you've got. When people talk nasty and throw things against you, just smile....never say something against them coz if you do you will also be among them 'who only know what they hear but blinded on what they never see with their naked eye'. It is enough to be plain and quiet coz you don't owe them any of your explainations to clear yourself. When everyone keeping you down, just be humble and be thankful coz they gave you a reason to have a lil respect on them.
You know it is never easy to forgive someone who never ask for any apology. It is time for you to speak out and set yourself free from the darkness. As what they say, finding peace will start by giving peace within you. Replace that anger with love towards that person for him to know that after all what he have done, your just a human being like him who can give forgiveness and forget everything like it never happen.

Friends come and goes but family will stay beside you no matter what happen. To your friends who only see you as nothing but a person whom they can only hang out and run to when they only needed you, sorry is not a perfect word but it is enough to tell them you can never be that same person anymore. To your friends who only consider you as their friends just for the sake that you can be reliable to something that they failed to have or to do, goodbye is the word suitable for letting them know that that person is no longer available and can never will be. For your friends who really sees your worth, valued you coz to them you mean everything even when you've got nothing, saying thank you means a lot to them. Sometimes we have to see with our naked eyes who are those true friends who will stay with you even at your lowest point. They will be those people who will pick you up when you fell, guide you when your lost and be there for you even without asking from them.

The journey of life will take you to many stops. It can never be a smooth ride. You will always knuckle under the bumps and curves with that journey but never give up. Lights might get blury and road might take you to another path, you might get hurt and bruised but always remember that wherever that journey will take you, there's only one place you can always go back.....and that is your way back HOME. It is that same place where your journey began and it will be that same place you can always go back when your lost. Your road to success might still be in progress but your experience will take you far beyond where your destination expected.

Lovingly your's
Your former self