Letting Go Poem by Mathew Sutter

I sit crying my heart out,
No, I know you see no tears,
But inside,
There is a river and the damn has overflowed.

I'm incoherent with the world,
And I don't care anymore.
All I think about is you,
And you alone.

I had to let you go,
Even though I still loved you.
I know it sounds stupid,
But I had my reasons.

I was horrible for you,
You were horrible for me.
We stopped loving though you say you still love me,
Well, Sorry but I don't belive it.

I'm in a dark corner,
Crying my eyes out,
And eventually I will run dry,
But I didn't relieze that,
If I left you that I would lose myself
In this process.

And the horrible part is,
I can't take you back.
So now I have to truly let you go,
And it will hurt more than it should,
But hurt it will and I'm bracing myself,
For this eternity of pain,
Because,
I will never get over you.