Little Italy Poem by Kay Tee

Im not really sure how to begin
you left me on a string so thin
begging screaming let me in
hanging till I fall again
you werent there to catch me then
my memories and my thoughts
they spin
around my mind my soul and body
remember me
I dont
remind me
a memory of you
in a short distance
I glance at them
and yell 'dont miss it'
it makes the pain feel more alive
I feel the void I am deprived
I pray at night it disappears
then in my thoughts you reappear
cause Im praying, loudly just for you
do you think about me when its late too?

but you,
you give me hope that there is more
than what I saw inside his eyes
that what I have been searching for
shouldnt be as hard to find
my souls already aching
you heal my heart as it is breaking
youre a saver in the making
of a life I thought of taking
your smile full of reassurance
shows me that the tables turning
no more crying
no more urges
no more going by unnoticed
given me reason
given purpose
it may be much
but please, just know this.