Lonely But Letting Go Poem by umoh cyril

I crumble at the slightest memory,
Even the sight of the space you once filled makes me cry,
I want to run to you,
For you to hear my cries,

The pain you suffered is too great,
So I don't just have the nerve to come,
So now I'll just have to let you go,
Though I know I may lose everything,

I have to forget you even if I have to,
I'm just a man and a little foolhardy,
I'll not look for your shadow any longer,
For the more I look the more I hunger,
And wish for your presence,
Goodbye.