Long Night Thinking About You.. Poem by Gold Trybes

Hmm..life. So much to wonder about..so much to think about. So much burden, so much weight to shoulder. I thought about you yesterday. I thought about how far we had come. I thought about how my heart was slowly missing u day by day. I thought about how much hurt was going on within me. I thought about the so many promises we made to each other but lil did I know that it is not all that begins well that ends well. I was missing u sorely and then I decided to text u. U ignored me and then I texted again and still u ignored. I called you again but u ignored me. It hurt so bad. It really did. I really hate to be ignored and u know that as my weakness but still u ignored me anyway. It really felt like a bolt went loose. I wanted to storm out, tell u how deeply that hurt me but then I chose the high way, texted u as to why the attitude but still, no reply. For the rest of the evening I was miserable. I twisted and turned countless times on my portable couch. I thought about life and the experiences that comes with being a man. For the rest of the night, my eyes laid wide open. The woman I thought was going to be my wife and mother of my kids had murdered my sleep. As I look back now, I realize how futile a man's journey is without Christ. I realize how man's word is full of lies and deception. I should have known, I would have taken heed and not done things right from the begining but is it too late?
To think I would be here moaning about your departure is beyond me but like the Bible appropriately chides on not to trust in man, I have learned my lesson. I will always love u cos I gave my all to u. I had Nothing left in my tank. I loved u becos I believed u were the woman for me..but only God knows why. What is indeed a mystery to me is all known to you. Let ur will be done.