Look Away Poem by Heather R. Stewart

i want to tell him...but i cant iam scared of what he would say...what he would do...he looks at me but all i can do is look back when his eyes meet mine i freeze and all i can do is stare into those beautyful deep brown eyes and wonder what it would be like to be in his arms to feel his lips on mine to hear him say i love you just one time but then i think how can i think this? stop looking! look away! ! now! ! hurry before he realizes what i feel! ! ! as it gets louder in my head i start to wake up...one! ...two! ! ...three! ! ! LOOK AWAY! ! ! ! ! i tear my eyes away from his and i walk away one step at a time as he stares after me with a new hole riping in his heart with every step i shakingly take till he runs after me grabs me by the arm turns me around and makes me look into his eyes...he lets go of my arm and whispers...iam sorry...thats when i realize a tear that has roled down my cheek as another follows i turn and walk away as he stands there staring after me i dont turn around i dont look back i keep walking and then i turn the corner stop peek around the corner and notice he is gone and nowhere in site...i look away one last time and start walking...again...