Looking For Leila... Poem by Leila Kay

I need peace, quiet tranquility
Im surrounded by so many yet im so alone
So much joy yet so much sorrow
I feel the loneliness suffocate the air
Makes me turn blue

I have a need to open up
Frustration, anger, frown lines wrinkles
Who am i
Im lost within myself

I need space, crowded, bothered
Voices in my head

Shhhhh

Listen.... a childs laughter
Momentarily
Wipes away all cares, concerns, troubles and tears

Who am i..
Lost, waiting to be found

I want to shout, scream tear my hair out
Do you hear....

Run run run away...

Shhhhh..

Listen...

The wind blows a gentle breeze
Blow all my fears away
Clears a space

Free myself
Fly away