Losing It All Poem by Akilleas Sideous

I’m falling, fast no slow were will this go up or down
Will it just follow me around I can’t keep up what will I do I feel like I need you
I’m fighting myself but I don’t know my moves my mind is confused my heart is shutting down
I’m falling to the ground
How could I let this happen am I weak now
Or am I strong were did I go wrong
I let her in I let her give me life but this pain I feel it has too much strain am I suppose to feel this pain
I love her but does she love me
I can’t swim but I will cross the sea
What’s wrong with me?
I’m losing my mind to my heart and both of those to my soul is this what love holds
My hands are shaking is this what love is making
I don’t want it but I can’t out run it I’m losing this race
This is becoming a disgrace what am I to do in this place do I sit and wait for my loves fait
Or do I try to fight but I could never reach that height
What do I do when I am losing you?
Do I sacrifice me for a love that may not be?
Its taking me I don’t think I can conquer thee
I’m losing things I never knew I had this is making me feel bad
These things I feel come to my appeal
Will I die if I continue to try?
Or if I try will I continue to die?
My soul has a hole and I do not know what will now unfold