Losing My Love Poem by Casey Gochnour

There’s a pain in my heart that I’m feeling today,
For the love of my life feels further each day.
The sorrow is so much and the pain is so deep,
I’ve hurt her again, I can’t even sleep.

But I now know the problem, the curse of our love,
It was buried inside me, with no sight from above.
And now it’s time to force it away,
I fear I’ve lost her, there’s nothing left to say.

I love her so deeply and regret only pain,
And I know we’re not at fault, no one’s to blame.
We just weren’t meant to be, it seems to be so,
Yet I’d take her back at the first hello.

I’ll struggle to live, and I don’t want to move on,
For how can one live when what they live for is gone?
Walls close around me, I’m sinking each day,
Yet I’ll cling to a hope that seems forever away,

That she’ll return to me and feel my embrace,
I miss her so badly and the beauty of her face.
As she slept there beside me, always knowing truth,
That I would smile there beside her, and be thankful for the proof,

That someone does care, for I had found this angel,
And I’d softly kiss her cheek, a moment so blissful.
And I’d hold her all night and feel so at peace,
Yet they have all passed, and now I watch as she flees.

She’ll never forget it, the love that I gave,
And I hope she can forgive me, the cause of her pain.
For like an angel from heaven, she came into my life,
Now I plead one last time, for one last chance to make it right.

I know we could heal, how we’ve ripped apart,
But I must let her know what’s in this broken heart.
That I love her so much and at no one’s mistake,
We split apart, and I hope she won’t leave,
Because my heart she will take.

We were in love for so long, I know she remembers,
The nights In the months few before September,
How we’d always feel those cold nights,
My breath taken away by the beauty of her in my sight.

I write these words now with tears in my eyes,
For I love her so much, I sit and I die.
I’m so lost without her, I don’t want her to go,
Not without me saying what I need her to know.

That I’ve always loved her and I’ll miss her each day,
And the hope of her loving me will never drift away.
I just want her to know how I truly feel,
And to know that my words are nothing but real.

Baby just remember, there’s one more thing you must know,
Before we go out and toss this all out the window.
It doesn’t take a special time to make a new start,
We can start again now, tomorrow,
It takes only desire and true love from the heart.