Losing The Life Poem by vivek khanna

As I sit back and wonder about us,
I don't understand why I create such a fuss,
I should've known what I was getting into,
I should've tried to get away from this,
Now I feel betrayed but its not your fault,
I just cant get you away from my memory's vault,
You find company in every other persons arm,
For you even my palace seems like a farm,
Now I think I should be letting you free,
But not before you give myself back to me! !

How do you think you will get away from this,
Hurting me, paining me, you never going find bliss,
Heartbroken that you have left me, you will have to pay,
Even the color of your blood will turn grey,
I always kept dreaming of a future with you,
The way things are going I don't see them come true,
Give me one reason why, why? I should trust you again,
May be that might convince me to go through the pain,

Enough said, Enough done, be happy with whomever you are,
But always remember that I will be watching you
even if I am far,
As I swallow this bitter hatred and try to move on,
I know its actually love pretending, as though its gone! !