Lost Angel Of Mine Poem by Firestar Christopoulos

The long endless journey of love, I must wonder forever in.
My heart and soul can’t deny what’s lurking within the depth of them for someone out of reach.
I hear the echoing sorrow of his wrong choices and pathway he choose to walk upon.
I feel his breathe upon my neck like haunting memories that will never be real.
The beating of my heart echoes like thunder to my emotion stirring tears like rain within trouble times.
Does Theo know I feel his pain and trouble upon his heart and soul?
Can he reach out to me within the darkness, so I may pull him out of the darkness consuming him?
Once he was an angel sitting high upon a pedestal, but now he has fallen like a star from the brilliant sky of heavenly praise.
Now he is come to place where there is no one there for him or reaching out to him.
How I have now become his guardian angel upon his whispering desire for me to save him?
My desires too end his misery like he did once upon time for me.
I once spoke to him about deep hidden secret lurking within me, a naïve young woman haunting desires for his sin upon her body.
Forgiveness is always within my heart and soul for him, no matter what he has done or will do, I know I will always be there in the shadows willing to run to him when everyone else is abandoning him.
Does Theo know he will always and forever by my angel?
Does Theo know I will always be here for him?
Lost angel of mine, what will it takes to whisper what lurks deep within my heart and soul against flesh of sin.