Lost In Love Poem by Asha Adeana

You love him
But yet cant stand him
Yelling
Cursing in his face
Then laying in his arms
Pushing
Screaming to get away
But then holding him close
So he'll just stay
Hoping one day he'll say he loves you
Instead of yelling I fuckin’ hate you
Crying every night
Cause your heart hurts deep inside
You wipe up your tears
Only when you close your eyes
So he don’t see the sadness he caused
But you know he'll just make you cry later
The emotions he just won’t show
You know he hates you
But yet you stay by his side
Hitting
Kicking
Just to get out of his arms
But then grabbing
Pulling
So his hand won’t slip from yours
Now your words get un-noticed
Her hate begins to take over
You get left alone in darkness
Forever in sadness
Forever in tears