alley 091 Poems

I was lost 6 months ago
It was lust that drove my soul
I couldn't controll...
what happened that night
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You say I am weak? !
You would be weak too if
you've been through the things
that I've been through
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I keep telling myself it's not love
it's just a simple crush
it's just simply lust
I've been holding these
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You dont bother me...
Go ahead and find someone
I can do the same
You dont trouble me
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We said our hellos, but not goodbyes.
I was waiting for you to speak that night.
You stared, yet ignored. I felt as small as
the grass beneath my fingers. You told
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Where do tears come from
right before they leave your eyes?
Do they come from the heart?
or a secret place in the mind?
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I know now... that not one person can stay the same
From the looks to the attitude... that one person has changed
They've either been beaten or tainted... by reality
We all have...
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my words are not of anger
my words are not of hate
my words are not of evil
but of love, purity, and sweet sayin'
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He left as fast as he came
What's left? Only sad memories
I can't say that I am changed.
but he did take a little part of me...
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When I think about you, my heart just breaks.
Or atleast I think it does, my heart just aches.
When I see how happy you are, I must admit.
I ask myself, will I find happiness?
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