Love Or Death Poem by ESPN CHICK

Wishing I was no longer a breathing human
Cause this body is to broken
To broken to be fixed
And nothing can fix it

No matter how hard I try
These thoughts still run through my mind
Lying in bed wide awake crying
Tears a flowing down my face

I don't know what to do
I still feel all alone
Wishing someone would come and save me
But there's only one person who could take this pain away

Only problem is he lives to far from here
If only I had guts to tell him how I feel
But I know that wouldn't change anything
I don't even know why I try

Even why I'm still here
Still living in this broken body
Feels like I'm never gonna die
This pain should have already killed me

What's holding me back
I wish I had a clue
Cause I know no one else is holding me back
If only he knew he would be holding me back

He doesn't know how broken I am
How torn apart I've been
I know he wouldn't have anything to do with me
But deep down I feel like he would

There's something about him that makes me feel shaky inside
Makes me feel like he is the one for me
Why do I feel this way
Why does he make my heart melt away

Wish I knew what do to
Love or death
Which one should I choose
Half of me wants to die the other half wants love



January 7,2008