Love Triangle Poem by andile andy

I was on a relationship symbolised by a triangle.
On such an acute angle.
A triangle with unordinary shape.
When the ordinary shape fade.
Collapsed till it was patched with a tape.
The tape that triggered me to complain.
Complaints complained because of the felt pain.
Pain which broke my heart and spinned my brain.
But the brain could never sustain.
The pain that was never the aim.
All i knew is that its the pain i wanted to escpae.
What can be compared to what i feel?
I wished it was unreal.
I couldn't find what was wrong.
Or maybe was it a wrong signal sign signified significance song?
Did she felt the way i felt? to not know where she belong?
I know i could have long let you go.
I thought you could realise that i deserve more.
Coz i felt so much love for you.
As you divided yourself into two.
Days and sleepless nights.
I wondered am i the course of all the fights.
No, it was of all those, unknown love bites.
Mapped in your body sites.
At that moment for once, i thought i deserve to jump in high heights
By than i ask how can you watch yourself with each of us.
Play numb in this triangle that makes me loose forcus.
In a game that really drives me crazy.
But makes you happy.
It killed me in the nights when you were not with me.
I knew, you might be with someone else.
Kind of worry i had to deal.
Made me forget even what was real.
A love triangle, a real messy shape.
It went around like a circle,
which i found hard to escape