Loved You In Spite Of My Heart.. Poem by hazem al jaber

loved you in spite of my heart..



loved you, because you are my destiny..
loved your jealousy to me...
loved your craziness to me...
loved a love, because its you...
loved you and no love without you..
Oh my...
wish i could control myself, ,
but really, no more...
please understand me...
mercy me..

even when you are there so far...
i will love you and never to stop this love which i hold for you...
your voice still whispering all day and night...
saying to me and enjoying my ear..love you hazem...
hazem love you...
missing to you...
missing to your eyes...

did i got crazy...
did my mind fled...
no..
no i didn`t
still i am..
still the lover whom loved you...
still have my mind which loved you through my heart...
still keep a warm passion which you feel in..
yes still...
you are the one whom my heart decided to be with..
you are the lady whom my heart choose..
you are the angel whom i see however i look at a stars

Oh sweet...
please let me pen what i feel...
please don`t stop me...
you are the seas` bride, there i saw you..
saw you there on that beach while i been thinking of you...
you came to me to give me another life...
another chance to be happy with you...
you are the one whom taught me how to write a poetic words...
i never been a poet...
only you whom made me that poetic poet...
never been a poet, just because of you i am now..
because you are the love...
you are the lover...
and the world which i belong to...

don`t say any word...
don`t think...
just feel within my words which they came out from my heart...
this is what i keep and feel for you...
so please make your choice, wish you do...
wish you decide the right decision which i dream about...

no need to think more, if you are feeling now...
if my words touched your heart, so no need to think any more

my heart already choose you as a lover...
so how it can keep you now as a friend...
please my angel...
mercy me and mercy the heart...
the heart which you have now...

now i am feeling a pains, ,
feeling within it because of your farness from me...
so please don`t wound me anymore...
just say it...
say what i ever like to hear from you...
say it...
say...love you...
hazem, i love you...

not enough to be just a friend forever...
what enough me and gives me a happiness is...
to be a lover forever...

you are not free now...
but your heart is free for me...
as mine is free and belongs to you...

Oh mine...
please feel within every word i wrote...
please feel..
you are the love...
you are the lover...
you are my life and my world...

loved you have have no choice to change..

by: hazem02